🎹 I quit fugues at 50 {video}


I started my 1989 Cliburn audition with the Bach B flat Partita.
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πŸ‘€ Watch it here. ⬇️​

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Someone left a comment I keep coming back to...

Good question. Here's the answer I didn't expect to give.

No judge ever told me. No scoresheet. Nothing written down anywhere.

I built that story out of an absence.

I always paired my Bach with my Chopin. People complimented the Chopin. Every single time.

Nobody said a word about the Bach.

So I decided the silence meant something. πŸ€¦β€β™€οΈ

No comment became "not good enough." A room lighting up over the Chopin became proof I was weak somewhere else.

I carried that for over 30 years.

I call this the Compliment Compass. You let what people praise become the map, and you let what they don't mention become the verdict.

But silence isn't a verdict. It's just silence.

You're probably doing this right now with something in your own playing. Some passage, some piece, that you've quietly decided is your weak link, not because anyone told you, but because nobody mentioned it while they were busy praising something else.

🎼 A tiny experiment for you
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Think of the thing you're sure is your weakness.

Ask yourself: do I have actual evidence? Or do I just have an absence of praise?

Write down the real feedback you've gotten. Then write down what you assumed.

They're usually not the same list.

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Play On,
Lisa Spector
Piano Practice Strategist
Founder,
Piano Ninja Tricksters Club​
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​ps As for those fugues I quit at 50? I may be reversing that. I recently built a new way to memorize, the kind that let me hold Brahms's left hand arrangement of the Bach Chaconne in my head, something I never thought I'd manage. Memory Without Panic opens this fall. Join the waitlist here to be the first in line when it's available.

Lisa Spector, Piano Ninja

Juilliard graduate helping dedicated adult pianists who love challenging repertoire practice less while learning more.

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