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โ That was the last thing I expected, after spending a year in 7th heaven, working exclusively on Chopin. Etudes, a scherzo, ballade, nocturne, waltz and polonaise. An opus of mazurkas, 6 preludes, the E minor Concerto, and one piece I didn't give enough time. The 2nd Sonata. It served its purpose and got the judges' attention. Earlier rounds were going exceptionally well. I had performed the E minor Concerto many times with orchestra and knew I had it in the bag if I made finals. But I had a huge hurdle to climb first playing the 2nd Sonata. On top of it not being as prepared as the rest of the Chopin, I had just found out my Nana had a stroke and was hanging onto her life. It shook me and I lost my focus. To say I didn't play my best would be a huge understatement. I had more memory slips than I can count on one hand, and I couldn't wait to get off stage. After it was all over, I heard from the judges that I was a shoo-in for the finals until that disastrous round. I wanted to give up, not only the Sonata but the PIANO. That's how bad it was. But, I didn't. My Nana passed away and I was a mess. I allowed myself time to grieve, not only her passing, but my horrendous performance. And when I eventually re-surfaced, I strengthened muscles I didn't know were that weak. I talked to my gremlins and decided I was going to confront them and really master the B-flat Minor Sonata. I don't know how long it took, but I had it ready to perform in Warsaw in 1985. And 4 years later, I gave a rock solid performance of it in the 2nd half of my 1989 Cliburn audition. That sonata taught me something I still lean on. That's what got me through those five years. And that love walked onto the stage with me in 1989. โ |
Juilliard graduate helping dedicated adult pianists who love challenging repertoire practice less while learning more.
We just wrapped up our annual Beyond the Keys piano retreat and I sent every pianist home with six new cards to put on their piano rack. One idea on each. Play On! ๐นStart Where It Breaks โ๏ธ๐ฅBack Up Just Enough ๐ Name It When You Play It ๐Record Today, Listen Tomorrow ๐ฅTake a Break ๐งโ๏ธ Four days of workshops, performances and conversation. And this is what I wanted them to leave with. Not a notebook full of ideas theyโd never reread. Six decisions small enough to fit on a piano rack. None of...
Members of the Piano Ninja Tricksters Club are flying in from across the country for our annual Beyond The Keys piano retreat here in Monterey, California. A group of adult pianists, a lot of piano talk, and some unusual experiments. Let's just say this is not your typical adult piano camp. There's even a piano movie night. ๐ฟ (If we get to it. For the last two years, we've talked right through it. ๐คทโ๏ธ) But the moment I keep thinking about is Friday night. That's when they'll walk into a room...
I'm wearing a back brace while a compression fracture heals, with strict orders not to lift more than 5 pounds. And I was about to fly from California to Toronto. โ๏ธI'm a lifelong over-packer. ๐งณ ๐งณ Carry-on only was a stretch. Carry-on I wasn't allowed to lift? ๐คฆโ๏ธ The trip was for Stu McLaren's 10-year celebration of The Membership Experience. Stu is my membership mentor and I've been meeting with him and his fabulous team for 5 years on Zoom! Before I knew Stu, my first attempt at a...