🎹 πŸ€¦β€β™€οΈ I broke my own rule {video}


I thought my competition days had ended more than 30 years ago. Apparently not. πŸ€·β€β™€οΈ

There are very few international piano competitions with no age limit. I only know of three.
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I've been recording for one of them this past week.

I love the preparation.

What I didn't love was what happened last week.

The maximum submission length was 15 minutes, which isn't much time to make an impression.

My plan was to submit Brahms's left-hand arrangement of the Bach Chaconne. It's an extraordinary piece, but also an extremely transparent one. One wrong note lands like a dropped plate in a quiet restaurant. 🍽️

So I recorded it. Again and again. Sometimes three times a day. ♾️

The problem wasn't the notes. 🎢

The problem was that I had slipped into chasing perfection. πŸ€¦β€β™€οΈ

Which is ironic, because my motto is "Screw Perfect. Just Make Music."

Not exactly the slogan of a competition pianist.

Hours before the deadline, I made a last-minute decision and recorded Chopin's Polonaise-Fantasie instead.

One take.

Not perfect. But it sounded like me.

It had breath. Space. Color.

If I'm selected for Spain, I'll still play the Chaconne in the semi-finals. But I'll have a couple more months with it... to stop chasing perfection and start chasing beauty again.

For now, here's a 50-second glimpse of the opening of the Polonaise-Fantasie that made the cut.

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Play On,
Lisa Spector
Piano Practice Strategist
Founder,
Piano Ninja Tricksters Club​

ps Stay tuned for the full recording...

Lisa Spector, Piano Ninja

Juilliard graduate helping dedicated adult pianists who love challenging repertoire practice less while learning more.

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